seriously, what the f---

I've been dreaming this week......which is not really that abnormal. The abnormal part is that they all have pertained to the new object of my affection.

1. He stabs me in the leg with a butcher's knife, and his roommate laughs at me
2. He tells me sex is purely physical and has nothing to do with our relationship and he can find it anywhere, then I throw an ashtray at his head
3. We're eating pizza in the kitchen, then we're having sex.....endlessly
4.We're out to dinner with some friends, who i don't recognize, then we're driving in the mountains somewhere, then we're at sunday afternoon lunch with my family...only we're at his apartment.

I don't have any idea about these dream analysis things, nor do I know if I believe them. SO, i check them out anyways. These are the interpretations I got

STAB-To dream that you have been stabbed, signifies your struggle with power. You may be experiencing feelings of inadequacy and defensiveness. Alternatively, you may be feeling betrayed as the popular phrase goes, "being stabbed in the back".
To dream that you stab someone, indicates your fear of betrayal and your untrusting nature. You may be too much on the defensive.

LAUGH-To dream that you are laughing, suggests that you need to lighten up and let go of your problems. Don't put so much pressure on yourself. Laughing is also a sign of joyous release and pleasure.
To hear the cheerful laughter of children, denotes splendid joy and vital health.
To hear evil, demonic laughing in your dream, represents feelings of humiliation and/or helplessness.

ANGER-To dream that you are holding or expressing anger, symbolizes frustrations and disappointments in your Self. You tend to repress your negative emotions or project your anger onto others. You need to look within yourself.
Being angry in your dream may have been carried over from your waking life. Dreams can function as a safe outlet where you can express your strong and/or negative emotions. You have some suppressed anger and aggression that you have not consciously acknowledged.

PIZZA-To see or eat pizza in your dream, represents abundance, choices, and variety. It may also indicate that you are lacking or feeling deprived of something.

SEX-To dream about sex, may be your libido's way of telling you that it's been too long since you have had sex. It may indicate repressed sexual desires and your needs for physical and emotional love.

EATING-To see food in your dream, represents physical and emotional nourishment and energies. The different types of food can symbolize a wide range of things. Generally, fruit is symbolic of sensuality. Frozen foods may imply your cold emotions and frigid ways. Eating certain foods refers to qualities that you need to incorporate within your own self.
To dream that you are eating with others, denotes prosperous undertakings, personal gain, and joyous spirits.

DRIVING-To dream that you are driving a vehicle, signifies your life's journey and your path in life. The dream is telling of how you are moving and navigating through life. If you are driving and cannot see the road ahead of you, then it indicates that you do not know where you are headed in life and what you really want to do with yourself. You are lacking direction and goals.
To dream that someone else is driving you, denotes fortune and that you will profit from your superior knowledge and ingenuity. If you are driving from the passenger side of a car, then it suggests that you are trying to gain control of the path that your life is taking. You are beginning to make your own decisions.



So, after reading all of these interpretations and pyscho-therapy stuff...I still have no conclusion.
Maybe it is merely an overactive imagination going to work, or maybe it really is my sub-concious trying to tell me that I am insecure and scared. Who knows.